But I sneaky.

Alot 'o stuff has happened in the last three months.
I shall share eventually.

But I can say that I'm on #33 of the 100 theme challenge.

I'm trying to get some ideas for them, but I seem to just draw things like a sarcastic little wise-ass in response to the theme.

And scanning all of that is going to take forever, whenever it is that I can get to use the internet.

Catch ya later, peeps.

Incognito...

Using internets and friend's...

So mother dearest can't do shit.

I'm trying to continue with the 100 theme challange, it seems pretty interesting, but I may have to replace a few of the themes on there that I don't see to my liking.

And depression is kinda gone-ish.

Feeling better-ish.

But missing camp.
Sadface.

But yes, still barred from the internet and vidgys because mother must think it's some kind of drive for me to go and get another job.
Yeah, because EVERYONE's hiring these days, you know?

Well,...
I must say, I'm in constant fucking pain.
And again, ibuprofin does nothing to help.

The job fucked my back up pretty good. It's hard to stand up/sit down, or just move around.
Along with that, my knees, which have been weak for a long time, have been giving me hell. Someone I know thinks they know what I'm going through right now, something about a low Potassium level. If that's the case, someone else I know had a low potassium, and it makes sense.

So, back, knees, and the general weak feeling.
That coupled with depression.
Bake for 5 hours and you have a worthless piece of shit who can't work if his life depended on it, and a mother who refuses to believe said worthless piece of shit.

And you may not see me online for some time. My mother has decided to refuse to let me use the computer or play video games until I have another job, which is not looking like is going to happen any time soon.
The only reason I'm on now is because she's not home.

See you around most likely never.

Second night of the tire job, I overheated... just like all the other jobs...
Although, my boss wasn't willing to fire me because of that.

So it seems, the next day, I found out that my heat episode left me pretty weak. Anything I had been able to do the night before became a lot harder. That, and my knees were constantly giving out, so I had to hobble around all night.
Which I may add wasn't to my boss's liking.
And yesterday was an "easy day"... and that today would have been a lot harder.

If I gave my all yesterday, then there'd be no way in hell that I'd be able to do anything today. He said "Either show up or don't." where, if I showed up, I'd have to stop being in pain (which Lortab and Ibuprofin don't do shit about)....

And my mother is riding me about this. She believes that I'm faking it all, and that I'm just doing whatever I can to get out of work....

She just doesn't get that I can't do it.
My boss even said "This job isn't for just anyone. It's a really tough job"... and a littl too tough for me.

So, now I'm in a spiraling depression, with a heaping helping of pain killers on hand...
I know it's a horrible thing to say, but my mother may be driving me to do something drastic if she doesn't back the fuck off.

It's official. As of 3:00 PM today, I will be a tire stacker.

>.>

Also, I'm going to attempt the 100 theme challenge, seeing as I have not arted to great amounts in forever, and I thought it might be worth a try.
I'll post all the mumbo jumbo later.

See you after work.... I guess....
























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